I'M THE ONE THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW: anganku.. imaginasiku.. ilusinasiku.. wwooooo yyeeaahhh~

pasti saja kalian yang berada di luar sana punya angan-angan, keinginan, kemahuan, kehendak dan segala cita-cita. ilusi tentang sesuatu yang ingin digapai. di GRAB bak kata orang PUTEH. huhuhu. begitu juga aku, lebih-lebih lagi i'm a women. 9 NAFSU kan.. hahah. women have so much things in their mind. they can think about 10 things in one time. wanita so cool.. whoaahh!! hehe.. <--- proud to be WOMEN. ok, back to the MAIN POINT. ANGANKU. as a women, of course i want to be the best for myself. for my family. MESTI. for my beloved one.. ukk ukk.. paling slalu di angan-angan kan.. haha.. GATAL! aku memang kuat berhalusinasi. kotak mindaku menjana idea sebanyak yang mungkin dalam mencipta ilusi yang memuaskan perasaanku sendiri. setiap apa yang tidak dapat dicapai dalam realiti, dipindahkan ke dunia fantasiku. kadang terasa indah dan bahagia daripada dunia sebenar. namun, WE HAVE TO WATCH OUT. bahaya jugak kalau kuat berimaginasi. takut perasan jadi sailormoon la pulak nanti. banyak sangat angan2. hihi. now, below are the lists and descriptions about angan, imaginasi, ilusi:-

1. ROMANTIC MOMENT WITH LOVER

whoaahh!! *wink* *wink*. shy~~ XD i really want be the perfect half for my lover. hem.. walking on the beach waiting for sunset.. holding each others hand.. i'm wearing a white beach dress.. transparent a bit.. to look sexy of course.. hahah!! wavy hair~ we staring at each other eyes.. piggy back.. pampered biting on his ears.. whisper softly "U ARE MY SOULMATE" and kiss his neck.. so romantic! who says i'm not ROMANTIC~ hahahah!! it is easy to express in words than verbally.. i know~ sigh~ continue.. then we lay on the beach.. we talk about "US". only us on that moment.. i put my head on his chest.. listen to his heart.. sounds like stub stub stub!! haha. joking. lol! i just want to be the only one who knows his heart.. the best women for him.. i really mean it.. actually i'm a weak partner.. i'm not good in expressing my feeling.. i'm a little girl who are very tiny and shy.. DAMN.. i must change.. be more CONFIDENT!! BETTER LOVER!! i hope so.. :)))

2. FOREVERYOUNG

young FOREVER!! enjoy this life without damn care about RULES, WHAT-SO-EVER BARRIERS. go EVERYWHERE. be ANYONE. do ANYTHING. grab EVERYTHING. no need to please everyone. just do what ever we WANT!! cool!! have so much fun with FRIENDS. GF.BF.BFF.GFF. no need to lined up!! no need to wait up!! hahahaa!! SO GREAT TO BE YOUNG FOREVER! make a mistake then apologize, then repeat the mistake again. that's what we call young. a youth never know how is it the old man think and feel. but an old man is guilty if they forget how is it to be YOUNG. i always dream of it. but the REALITY, we all going to get old. it's just an imagination of mine. happy to be YOUNG. afraid when thinking about the future. WHO AM I GOING TO BE. INSYAALLAH, a GREAT WOMEN. :))

3. THE PERFECT WOMEN ON EARTH

every women must have a dream to become the most perfect one from what ever aspect. beautiful face, shining hair, perfect body shape, flawless skin, big eyes, stylish, and etc.. so do I. it's not that i'm not be grateful with myself. DREAMS you know. it can be ANYTHING. :) we dream about something that sometimes we ourselves know it cannot be achieve. just love to DREAM. I want to be a PERFECT WOMEN BADLY. beautiful face without pimple of course. hourglass body shape. skin without any scar. but i do have a scar. accident. sad but what to do. naturally wavy hair. because it looks sexy.. mine is straight hair. father's gen. hehe. red lips.. fashionable.. admired by man out there. hahaha!! my bf going to kill me after he read this. :D then, come to PERFECT LOVER, PERFECT DAUGHTER, PERFECT FRIEND, PERFECT WIFE, PERFECT IN
EVERY ASPECT. i also always dream to become a model. but me?? miss petite. it would never happen.. hahaha!! sad actually huuu..